
The involuntary scream, the rolled back eyes, the sensation that I am under water, that I may not be able to break back into consciousness again...
I have been epileptic for 65 years now. I have lived in fear, shame and self-doubt. I have learned to push back to make room for a life, with some of the ordinary comforts and joys life can bring. Our lives are gifts. But we are responsible for living them. I promote speaking and writing about E. We can all make a difference so keep reading...
First, comes the scent---the Angels are present. Next comes the fall, and I feel a brushing of wings, growing stronger, more intense until ...
1 comment:
Thanks for sharing that - doesn't sound like fun. I don't have TCs but my experience of coming out of a blackout is less... harrowing. Like floating in a black scintillating cosmos. Disconnected from body and thoughts it is actually not unpleasant, rather like touching base consciousness. My first thought, first time it happened, was,"am I dead?" It took some mental effort to reconnect the neural pathways. Maybe one day I'll just float off. It doesn't scare me.
all the best
rych
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